High School Truths

Hi, everyone! How are you doing? This week has just honestly flown by and past this week. Also, this school year is almost coming to an end, which is sad because this has been a pretty good year for me. Speaking of school and high school, today I thought that I would give you guys a list of some high school truths that all people that attend any high school, will possibly relate to. I hope you enjoy and let's get on with this post!

1. Deadlines

2. Pressure that teachers put on us

3. Horrible Lunches

4. Breaks are not long enough

5. The useless subjects + topics

6. Homework + Exams

7. When you dread a certain class

8. The time where you wait for a class to end.

9. Never enough time to finish a piece of work

10. Procrastination Station

11. The rule where you cannot use your phone

12. When you cannot chew gum

13. Having to tie up your hair.

14. When you ignore the rules of not chewing gum, not using your phone and tying your hair up and then you get caught.

15. Assemblies

16. The one teacher you love

17. The one teacher you hate

18. The typical cliques, groups and personalities

19. School uniform

20. The one day/time where you have no work to do and you appreciate every second of it.

That is all it from me today. Thank you so much for reading and what are some truths about high school that you relate to? Make sure to comment them down below or tell me on all social media platforms @itsjustthatgir1. I hope you have an amazing week and thank you so much for following and being a part of this journey. It means the world to me. *All the hugs and squeezes!*

xoxo It's Just That Girl

Here's Some Current Facts About Me!

Hi, everyone! How is it going? I hope you have has a great week! If not, it's ok, you can always start fresh on Monday! So today, I want this post to be quite chilled, unlike my previous post. Today I just want to tell you guys some things about me currently and I hope you enjoy!

1. I want to go back to America.
Gosh! Every day I have been dreaming and longing to go back to my American experience. The week went by so fast and I so totally recommend reading my post about it.

2. One of my best friends is moving away.
I am so so sad about this. We are so close and I love them so much. I don't know what to do. I feel like I just want to give them a big hug and tell them how much I appreciate them. I need advice, what do I do?

3. I have fallen in love with one of my friends.
So. Where. Do. I. Start. Oh my gosh, I love him so so much. He's so kind and gorgeous and everything. He makes me so happy and I always feel kinda sad when he's not there. I wanna be with him but sadly, I think he is still in love with someone I really don't like.

4. I feel like me and Bestie is becoming distanced.
This makes me very very upset. I don't know anymore. I just don't know. The evil sisters are back at it again. Me and Dear Friend are coming closer again- which is a good thing and a bad thing as she is coming between me and Bestie as Bestie is occupied by the Evil Sisters. I honestly do not know what to do about this. I need help, seriously. I need advice.

5. I am currently drowned in Homework and assignments and I need serious help. I want to create a free website where teens upload every single assignment of theirs and then they are able to access other peoples work to get help. Like one little community. I really wish this exists!

6. I want to cut my hair.
It is now getting to the point where it is an inch below my belly button and I do not want it to get too long because then it will look terrible and disgusting as it did last time. It has grown so much and I think it is starting to get to the point where it is going to start to split. Plus it is annoying to put into a ponytail. I love long hair and I really want it to my collar bone or at least above my breasts. I am way too scared, though. I need advice!

That is all it from me today. Thank you so much for reading and please please help me with my questions? Make sure to comment them down below or tell me on all social media platforms @itsjustthatgir1. I hope you have an amazing week and thank you so much for following and being a part of this journey. It means the world to me. *All the hugs and squeezes!*

xoxo It's Just That Girl

M Y A N X I E T Y.......

Hi, guys. I hope you're doing well. Let's get the elephant out the room, I missed an upload. Yep, I missed an upload. Stupid me missed an upload and I'm sorry. My anxiety was so high recently so much that I had to get to a doctor and get tested. I thought I would tell you the story, so this it is.

So over my school break, every night I would have a panic attack over bad thoughts. I would non-stop cry. It was heartbreaking. It was terrible. One night, I believe it was a Wednesday night- worst panic attack of my life. It lasted for about 30 mins. I was crying. I was puking, I was hyperventilating, I was passing out, I couldn't breathe, I was hysterical. So on Saturday, I was taken to the doctor in order to get my situation sorted. So turns out my hormone levels were way what they weren't meant to be and I have been given anxiety medicine. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for the medicine but, it makes me feel defeated that the only way to control my anxiety is to take medicine whilst I can't stop it myself.

So this Wednesday, two days ago, was my birthday. Not only was it my birthday, it was the worst day of my entire life. No one cared about me- seriously. No one wished me a happy birthday, even Bestie, my best friend in the whole entire world. I didn't get any presents. I did not get a cake. No special dinner. I was left to open my cards by myself and to hysterically cry myself to sleep. My mum started crying because to her, I'm ungrateful and spoiled and I ruin anything possible. All because I said I did not want to make a fuss of my day. She told me she didn't want to know me and that I should go and die, don't worry, my "loving" father said that as well. I have never been more upset in my life. I was also told I am grounded and that I now how to work for everything. Like I never work my butt off at school? I get the highest grades and constantly push and push and push myself and put all this pressure on my shoulders just to impress them and make them happy but no, it will never be enough for them. Why on earth would I want to destroy my day on purpose? It was the worst day ever, and I wanted it to be the best day ever. No, I can't have anything nice in my life. Now I have to wait another year.

That is all it from me today. Thank you so much for reading and I'm sorry this was a sad post. What are some things that make you feel better? Make sure to comment them down below or tell me on all social media platforms @itsjustthatgir1. I hope you have an amazing week and thank you so much for following and being apart of this journey. It means the world to me. *All the hugs and squeezes!*

xoxo It's Just That Girl