School Life Update!

Hi everyone! How has your week been? Sorry today's post isn't the longest, I just wanted to touch on some things. I hope you've had an amazing week, if not, don't worry, I haven't had the best one either. Why you may ask? Well, I haven't received the best grade in the whole world, in fact it's my worst, from a core subject and on the subject of school, I thought I would write a chatty school life update for you all. Let's begin!

Friends
Well I've been loving my friends. Bestie and I are as close as we used to be before the drama last year and I've made new besties as well. However, one of my good friends is dating (but they always claim they're not however I have heard them talking about planning dates) one of the people who I don't necessarily  love. I trust this guy (one of my friends) however I know he's not the most trust worthy person in the whole world but I like him. So I'm confused. But my friends and I are close, I love them.

Grades, Work & Teachers
So this has been ok. Math has been terrible, I received the worst grade I have ever received in my entire life in anything. I have never been more mad at myself. I am normally an extremely smart person, now, I just feel stupid as can be and I hate myself for it. English is my best subject and I personally feel that I haven't been working so hard. I am so hard on myself that generally I'm my own worst enemy. I hold myself to such a high standard that if I don't get a really high grade, I will cry. I have no favourite teacher and I have no favourite subject. I said I liked english class, it's my best but I don't love it like I used to do last year. Last year, I had my favourite teacher in the entire world and now, she's gone. I don't know, it's just that I'm not loving school at the moment. I can't wait for a small break though. Yet, I have the anxiety of exams and trips coming up. What should I do?


That is it today! Thank You guys ever so much for reading this post! It means the absolute world to me! What are your suggestions for me and school and how is school going for you? Make sure to leave them in the comments down below. I have actually planned blog posts for the rest of the year so get excited because they are good ones! Make sure to also follow me on twitter, snapchat and Instagram @itsjustthatgir1 for live updates, see what I'm up to etc. Thank you so much for reading and being apart of this crazy journey of mine and I'll see you all soon! *All the hugs and squeezes* Good Bye!

Halloween Costume Ideas!

What's up people? I hope you are all having an incredible week! I am currently on mid term break however, I am procrastinating doing any work possible...Anyhow, I was just looking at the date and I realised, omg, halloween in 10 days?!?! What? So I decided to make a list of last minute costume ideas. I hope you enjoy!

Celebrities: (Kim K, Ariana Grande, etc)

Tourist

Super Model

M&M

Audrey Hepburn

Scream Queen Characters

Supermodel

Actress

Singer

TBT Style: (Hannah Montana, Lizzie McGuire etc)

PopCorn

Harley Quinn

The Joker

Pumpkin

Clown

Mario & Luigi

Spongebob and Patrick

Avengers Characters

Rosie the Riveter

Lucy and Ethel

Zack and Cody

Scarecrow

Wizard of Oz characters

Minions

Justin Bieber

Kanye West

Trios: Destiny's Child, Kardashians etc.

Stranger Things characters

Peanut Butter and Jelly

Where's Waldo?

Reeces Pieces

Minnie Mouse & Mickey Mouse

Unicorn

Cat Dog

Snapchat Filters

That is it today! Thank You guys ever so much for reading this post! It means the absolute world to me! What are you dressing up as for Halloween? Make sure to leave them in the comments down below. I have actually planned blog posts for the rest of the year so get excited because they are good ones! Make sure to also follow me on twitter, snapchat and Instagram @itsjustthatgir1 for live updates, see what I'm up to etc. Thank you so much for reading and being apart of this crazy journey of mine and I'll see you all soon! *All the hugs and squeezes* Good Bye!

xoxo It's Just That Girl

My Current Favourite T.V. Shows!

Hi everyone! How has your week been? Today, I thought it would be cool to give you guys a list of my 15 current favourite television shows! This list is also a good list to keep by if you're wondering around trying to find a new t.v. show to watch! Let's get on with this post!

Dance Moms

Young And Hungry

RuPaul's Drag Race

Chrisley Knows Best

Keeping Up With The Kardashians

Britain's Got Talent

America's Got Talent
X Factor UK

Miranda

Geordie Shore

Educating Joey Essex

The Inbetweeners
Ex On The Beach
Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt
Haters Back Off (Miranda Sing's AKA Colleen Ballinger's show)

That is it today! Thank You guys ever so much for reading this post! It means the absolute world to me! What are some of your favourite television shows? Make sure to leave them in the comments down below. I have actually planned blog posts for the rest of the year so get excited because they are good ones! Make sure to also follow me on twitter, snapchat and Instagram @itsjustthatgir1 for live updates, see what I'm up to etc. Thank you so much for reading and being apart of this crazy journey of mine and I'll see you all soon! *All the hugs and squeezes* Good Bye!

xoxo It's Just That Girl

Someone Help Me Escape This Nightmare....

I can't take it anymore I just can't. Where do I even start, my family. They don't care about me. When they do something wrong and I kick up a fuss about it, it's always my fault. I'm currently writing with my eyes blurred with tears. A have an arsehole of a father. I don't even consider him a father figure. All he does is get mad at me. He's a fat lonely depressed hypocrite who I can't even stand. My family don't recognise my anxiety and thats killing me on the inside ever so lonely. I hate coming home. Wanna know why I love my bed, my phone and sleep so much? It's because I can escape. I feel like a time ticker when I get home. Just counting away every second until I explode and when I do. No one cares. No one cares if I don't eat, sleep, breathe, take one breath. I'm worthless to everyone around me. I love my friends but even my friends hate me. I'm a bitch. I won't ever stop singing and I'm terrible why everyone hates me. I think i'm so cool when I'm not. People think I fish for compliments when in actually I'm just being hard on myself. I can't take it any longer.  What can I say about myself. Fat. Pimple faced. Stupid. Ugly. Gossiped about. Disgusting. Horrible. Not pretty. Alien. Anxiety crippled. Hideous. Vial. A liability to those around me. I need to get out. I need to escape. Somewhere just away from where I'm from. I feel like I'm drowning in a suffocating pool of compressed air that won't let me escape as if I'm living a nightmare. I feel like I can't be happy. I'm young. People shouldn't be thinking like this when they're this young. My heart is beating as if I'm having a panic attack. I can't breathe. I'm exploding and shattering into millions of pieces. My heart is racing with anxiety and how I have to start homework and assignments and if I don't get good grades I'm screwed. Someone help me. Please. I'm begging.

It's Just That Girl

My Haircut!

Hi everyone! How are you doing? I hope you had an amazing week! Can I just say that I am absolutely shocked that it's October. I know I'm literally saying it in every post but it's true! I can't even come to terms that I don't feel like it's 2016 yet, in a couple of months, I will be writing 2017. That just sounds crazy! Today is gonna be a short post but I hope you enjoy it!

Guess what guys, I got a haircut! Yep, I actually did! Goodbye waist length hair hello just 3 inches above belly button, hair. I know you guys must be saying, what? It's still long. For me it's the shortest its ever been in like years! Plus, I had 9-10 inches cut off, that is a lot!

I was so so so nervous. What happened if it looks bad? What if I hate it? But if I'm honest, I had no reason at all to be so nervous. I love my new hair!

No, I couldn't donate it as much as I wanted to. This is because I didn't want to donate 10 inches of dead hair. I would rather donate 10 inches of healthy hair so it's quality.

Now, it's still long but it's so so much easier! My ponytail actually swings, it doesn't hang down! It's healthy, it's lighter and I'm just so so happy with it! It also looks so much better as well! To be honest I want to cut it even shorter! Not crazy but maybe possibly just below nipple length! Who knows, I want to get it trimmed and look nicer again before I go to America for my event!

I posted a pic on a personal social media platform of mine of my new hair which means the boys in my class saw it. One guy said I look completely different (which I totally don't, it's just guys being guys) and the next day, another guy actually said I look good and he started to touch it. I kinda like the boys in my year playing with my hair only because it's really funny + interesting to see what their opinions are!

Cutting my hair was also on my new year's resolutions list! Tick! Now I feel even better! Why didn't I do this before? I feel so much better now!

That is it today! Sorry it was a tad short but nevertheless!  Thank You guys ever so much for reading this post! It means the absolute world to me! What are some of your haircut stories? Make sure to leave them in the comments down below. I have actually planned blog posts for the rest of the year so get excited because they are good ones! Make sure to also follow me on twitter, instagram and snapchat  @itsjustthatgir1 for live updates, see what I'm up to etc. Thank you so much for reading and being apart of this crazy journey of mine and I'll see you all soon! *All the hugs and squeezes* Good Bye!

xoxo It's Just That Girl