Haloha everyone! Welcome back to this blog? How are you guys? OMG It's June. WAIT WHAT?!?!? School ends in 2.5 weeks, exams are in less than a week, summer is right around the corner (even though I'm really not ready for school to end and I probably will cry on the last day) and more importantly, it's nearly my one year anniversary of this blog! Yep that is right! Since summer is so soon, that means better blogs and hopefully that can start with this blog so this blog is going to be about what has happened to me today and what's up! Let's start!
So, anxiety wise, things haven't been too great. Especially with exams approaching. For example, there was an extremely important guest speaker at school today and I absolutely loved her. She was the best I think I have ever heard. Since I loved her so much, I obviously made eye contact with her and so she started to talk about pointing fingers. Basically, when you point your finger, you have 3 fingers looking and pointing back on yourself. So she started to say a scenario and so she looked at me and said what's your name. This is where my anxiety kicked in. I started sweating, all eyes where on me, I couldn't look into the speakers face. I'm getting more and more and more embarrassed and I couldn't say my name. I said why me and I just said no to saying my name and I was so anxious and embarrassed. After the guest speaker spoke and we were all dismissed, everyone was laughing and picking on me and even calling me a whimp. One of those people was my sister. Reason why I hate anxiety No. 1007, I have trouble saying my own name because I'm too scared of what will happen next.
I'm so scared for next school year. My absolute favourite teacher is unfortunately leaving and it sucks because she loved me and I loved her and we connected with each other so much and so well. She was the one who helped me with all my troubles and the beginning of the school year and I honestly can't thank her enough! She teaches english and that is my favourite subject and I'm scared that next year, I'm gonna lose my passion for it so I'm planning on working ever so hard on my exams this year so I can make my teacher proud!
Now, about my BIG Q&A. It has been basically a year since I first started to talk about it and I've decided to change the rules up a bit so it's much easier for everyone. All you have to do to enter is to tweet me @itsjustthatgir1 with the hashtag #JustAskThatGirl and you guys can ask me anything!
With my collab, I'm also changing up the rules a bit. I just want you to tweet me @itsjustthatgirl telling me why you would like to collab with me and whats your favourite thing about this blog, it's just that simple!
That is it from me today! Thank you guys so much for reading!Leave a comment about what you're up to or if you can relate to me and anxiety! Sorry if I bored you if I wrote too much but it's all very important! I'm sorry in advance if my blogs are bad or If I skip a week because, exams are in less than a week so I really need to focus on my exams so I can get the best grades possible! Thank you guys so much for reading and see you guys soon! Good bye!
xoxo It's Just That Girl
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