Hi everyone! Yes it's me... I'm back. I have been sick for nearly 6 weeks with something to do with a virus. Not 100% percent sure what it's called but the important thing now is that I'm back. With my break, I have become suddenly super reflective. The school year's nearly over and it's halfway through 2016 so I thought today you can have a looking back on my new year resolutions post and see if I actually have kept to them!
Resolution: 1. Work on this blog
I love blogging but let's be honest, I have become really lazy when it comes to these posts. My new years resolution is to make this blog bigger and better and more enjoyable to read.
Update: I'll be honest with you guys, I have been sick for so long recently so of course I haven't been blogging and exams are soon! So when it's summer, (for me that is in exactly 1 month or so) I will definitely get back to blogging!
Resolution: 2. Start dancing
I want to learn how to dance so much! I've been wanting this for over a year and a half. The only things that are stopping me is thinking that I will be terrible and not good enough and also that I will be judged terribly. I really want to dance and hopefully this will be the year I start!
Update: Now, I still feel the same way and I haven't been telling my friends and family my thoughts on dancing but, I have been stretching every night, (I can do the splits! YAY! But I just really need to work on my back flexibility!) I have learned the positions of the arms and feet in Ballet and I found out that I can only start in August when it's the new school year so hopefully, I might be able to start then!
Resolution: 3. Get my hair done
My hair driving me insane now. It's long and tiring and part of me feels that it doesn't suit my face as well as it did before. I hate waking up in the morning looking like my hair is a complete mess full of tangles. My ends are really gross and dead and I'm just ready to get rid of that and have a fresh start feeling good and fresh!
Update: My hair has gotten worse. It's gotten thinner (because of how long it is), even more dead and just annoying. It's not so much of an effort but I hate it at school when I have to tie it up, it like sinks and falls almost but there is nothing I HATE more than having to brush it. I also hate it when people almost complement me on how long it is and telling me why haven't I cut it or that I shouldn't etc. But, I definitely want to get it cut (probably about 6 Inches or so, just an inch or 2 above my belly button) before school ends. I want it to my shoulder blades but I'm scared it's gonna be too much off so yeah. Kinda weird but I love talking about my hair in front of friends. Like my guy friends (no I don't have a boyfriend I don't mean it that way) cause like I kinda like hearing what they have to say about it etc because sometimes I find it cute and funny haha! Ok we can move on now...
Resolution: 4. Lose weight
This is a quite personal one for me so I don't really want to get into too much detail with this one. I would love to lose more weight so I can feel good about my self and feel happy.
Update: I have been keeping my weight to a healthy weight for my self, yes I can lose a couple kilos more but right now, I'm kinda in the middle of a growth spurt so my weight is all over the place at the moment but I have been keeping healthier and I'm definitely proud of myself!
Resolution: 5. Getting over fears,anxieties and bad habits
This is also a very personal one for me so I also don't want to get into too much detail with this one. I would just want to live where I'm happy, habit free and just being able to do things without feeling scared.
Update: My anxiety has become worse, that I will be honest about. So bad that for example, I had to give a presentation in one of my language classes (not english) and I got so anxious and nervous that I got such a terrible grade for myself. I guess the anxiety comes from trying to make myself perfect and to get the highest grades possible. Basically, I put way too much pressure on myself. Even on my school report card, it says I have way too much anxiety. This is kinda hard to talk about so I don't want to get into it that much but I just want to say that it hasn't gotten any better and that I haven't spoken to my parents yet because I'm too nervous!
Resolution: 6. Not caring what anyone cares about me
This is probably the most personal one I'm writing here so I don't want to talk about this a lot. I get judged by a lot and definitely get talked about behind my back. I care about this to an certain extent and I just don't want to care about it anymore and I just want to live my life as me and no one stopping me. This is definitely one of my new years resolutions.
Update: I have actually kept to this resolution. I have not given a single anything to anyone and I feel more myself than I ever have done before! I am definitely happy and I don't care anymore. Haters are gonna hate but you know what? Who cares because as long as I'm happy, I don't care what anyone else has to say so all the haters can go and do one! But I will be honest, I get anxious around teachers and some people at school and outside of school but I'm working on it!
That is it from me today. I hope you enjoyed this post! I'm gonna make another one like this because I enjoyed writing it! Sorry that it has been extremely long but hopefully it has made up for weeks that I have missed! What is a resolution that you have kept? I'm sorry in advance if I stop blogging for a while because it is practically the end of the school year so exams are coming up and I just want to enjoy and cherish my last month because honestly, I am NOT ready for school to end! But I really have to knuckle down soon because of exams and stuff!Remember to follow my twitter account @itsjustthatgir1 . Make sure to tell me why you like reading this blog. It will honestly completely makes my day! About my big Q & A post that I have been talking about, I want to do it soon ( I'm sorry I have been saying that for ages for I haven't had enough questions) so please comment more questions for me! Also with my collab, I'm going to change it, I now want you guys to tell me why you like to read this blog and why you would like to collab with me and I will pick one of you guys. Just remember that you have to be able to collab with me and I will love it so much if I can collab with you! So remember those things. I'm so grateful for you guys and I can't express how much you guys have made a difference to me this past year! I want to make this year even better! Thank you always for your love and support! Love you guys!!
xoxo It's Just That Girl
